Disclaimer : So, self reflection post will be written once a month, it will be used for self consideration to see what has happened back in a month. 

March 24th, 2020

Still in self quarantine condition, we don't go out that much. Things are messing up lately, I actually have 5 different events and it has all canceled due to corona virus outbreak. Well, let's take a look for a moment...

Inhale, exhale

People. We are making plans, not only for school, but widely for our life. But again, we will never be ready for everything that happens unexpectedly. Like now. In my plan, I will have some self-upgrading classes, voluntary project, symposium, and running events, but things are not going that way. Instead, I have to stay at home, and do whatever make the day productive. 

People are getting angry, because they are afraid. well, me too. But I've learned a lot about having expectation is one of the most tiring yet happying verb ever. So, let's get directly into the conclusion, guys. Let's not get upset with things that happen. Que sera sera. Whatever will be, will be. 

Human make mistakes, human cry, and we are allowed to get dissapointed of what is happening. But what has to remembered is :

1. Life is full of moments. We may sad now, but may be next year or next ten years, we will miss our sadness and thankful for having it now. Living every moment, see what is around you now, feel what is inside your heart, and think about what makes you thankful now. 

2. We often forget about what we truly want in our life, we are trapped inside the routine and forget what actually matters. so, once in your life, please make time for yourself and ask : what I really want? what my life is for? of course we need money and job, but beside all, what you truly want? the eternal happiness from living with our loved ones, having hobbies and get travelled a lot?

3. Get yourself out of toxic people. well, what makes this harder is because sometimes we don't realize that someone is toxic untiil we lose him or her and we know that our life is much better without that person. But please, be brave to get yourself out from toxic people, you may lose one but I am sure you will get the better ones. 

Last but not least, stay safe and healthy everyone. Eat your vegies and vitamins, do your plank under your roof, and stay hydrated. and one thing for sure, stay connected to people :)