"she always cheats at cards"

- THIS POST IS BASICALLY RANDOM THOUGHTS OF ME -

again.

this post doesn't have ANY intention to give you reasons to cheat on the test, nor to give you ideas-of-excuse on why you are cheating. here are some of my random thoughts on why some people are forced to cheat (even their deepest heart says NO), and the real reason of making this post is to open your mind, be careful of what you are thinking about other and what you are saying, someone or some people may take it seriously :) so... just be careful :)

ok. I ain't that smart and genius girl who never cheat on test, or I can simply say I DID. I heard a lot of people say "you are cheating" with that nasty looks, but no one asked them (people who they think bad) "why did you do that?" and uh oh... ps. I'll explain it later.

it's actually really confusing here, if-you-realize the 'status quo' (it's been a long time not using this phrase) that a lot of people beside me "degrade" or in another word "underestimate" people with bad grades, some people also think that your capability is measured only by academic test, whatever is that, histology, anatomy, physiology, without take look on other side. what is her or his 'bustle'. yes or no, believe or not, THAT MAKES SOME PEOPLE ARE MENTALLY FORCED TO GAIN GOOD GRADES -WHATEVER THE WAY- and those who think 'bad grades is stupid' DON'T ever think their abuse someone's mental. THAT IS WHY at the beginning I say "BE CAREFUL" because you don't know that they-you call them stupid- have took big effort on trying their best to get good marks -even at the end they cheat-

what makes it even more confusing is that people's paradigm cheating-is-illegal. well, I DON'T say it's legal. but PLEASE GUYS. 

YOU ARE FORCING PEOPLE TO GET GOOD GRADES, YOU DEGRADES THEM, YOU UNDERESTIMATE THEM FOR HAVING BAD GRADES, BUT YOU HATE THEM FOR CHEATING.

WHAT DO YOU WANT?? do you think everyone is that genius so that everyone can memorise all those books in once -just like what you do- ?? 

I say. PLEASE. DON'T DEGRADE ONES FOR HAVING BAD GRADES. MOTIVATE THEM! then they will stop cheating, I SWEAR THEY WILL :)

well, this just one thought of how dangerous someone's word, and what makes it worse is that they DON'T even realise until they themselves experience it. that is also the reason why I for some reasons become so quite to acquaintance, even actually I'm not. knowing someone doesn't mean knowing their feeling, not even their story. I understand the feeling of -gak terima- just like 'why does he like her instead of me?' LOL but i keep it myself, because I realise that say it loud doesn't make anything clear, instead it makes thing worse :)

note it,

Lina