It is what I see through my mind. 

And endless swirling path, with no exit. 

Where the more you go inside the path, the more you get lost. 

The more you feel the pain. 

The more you feel small and untouched. 

The pain that leads you to an endless suffer. 

The pain is on my mind. 

I feel like being trapped. Where I can't control the speed, no brake, no pause. 

I am drowning. 

Night before I go to sleep.

Night when I am sleeping.

Or dawn when I am awake. 

I want to go out of this path.

I want to forgive.

I want to change the color into bright ones. 

But I can't.

I am trapped.